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II. headspace slideshows (demo version)

by zach chase

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1.
you're waiting for the world to start spinning again, watching the storm clouds paralyze the sky, your satellite is offline & it's a to-do list that you've never looked at, but you keep in your back pocket & it's an old photograph that you can't forget i'm waiting for the ocean to come crashing down around me, watching what will never been be seen in a headspace slideshow, silent & unknown & it's a to-do list that i've never looked at, but i keep in my back pocket, & it's an old photograph that i can't forget so many things are swirling inside our heads, as we lay awake in our new beds: are these the lives we have led? or are these the lives we have fled? i am all in on you & you are all in one me, so why are we so far away from who & where we wanna be? i'm sending a beam of light across the night on our life wire inspired by your fire burning bright behind my eyes so many things are swirling inside our heads, as we lay awake in our new beds: are these the lives we've led? or are these the lives we've fled? no one is ever going to see, what we see right now: it's a headspace slideshow that we're communicating with eye contact, & if the power goes out, well, you'll still shine we're the king & queen of forever, in our headspace slideshows
2.
my mind descends to uncharted depths & i'm breathing baited breaths i'm thinking deaf, can't hear my head while visions visit instead translations change as always fades am i here again? daydream with daises on an empty bended knee am i here again? swallowing slow, listeing low expiring & unknown a thousand little debts with every sentiment that i leave unsaid trekking a trail un-tread leads me to your doorstep am i here again? & into another room where your brown eyes turn blue am i here again? swallowing slow listening low expiring & unknonw breathe in & hold breathe out your soul expiring & untold a thousand little deaths with every sentiment that i leave unsaid will i leave unsaid? i'm blinking less to see more of your sunsets the color comes from your pirouettes if i begin again on a path that mends can i find the feelings that we left unsaid am i here again? it's raining & the world is filling up it will be empty of what it was in a field of daisies that's where you say to me i think we're empty of what it was
3.
& she said that she wanted to find all the places we'd left behind & so we walked alone, together with our hoods up, with our blinders on & i found a souvenir on the ground where we found each other, but i picked it up & put it away, safe in my back pocket it's under the blue of the sky, & under the blue in your eyes the sun has reached its highest point, while i am missing the point she walks around the things better left forgotten, remembering more & more with each circle she walks in & she thinks that she can turn back time with each revolution, but it's all in her mind gasoline & fresh cut grass, old lovers leaning on a fence; i like remembering you like this where an improvised path became well worn we're out here after the storm as septembers sun emblazons the past, illuminated it lasts, & lasts it's under the blue of the sky, & under the blue in your eyes she walks around the things better left forgotten, remembering more & more with each circle she walks in & she thinks that she can turn back time with each revolution, but it's all in her mind
4.
harmonies 06:53
you smile just like the moon, when the sun is covering up its beaming; always there the same reassuring way, but barely, & it's just enough, & that's more than enough there's an icicle stuck in my eye, but it's okay, because i can still see a thousand variations on the sky & you're in a piece of it you're not everywhere, & you're not just anywhere you're right here, & it's right now but it's not alright, now the harmonies in & out of your throat sing through me, sting through me & i'll bleed a little bit of you you're not everywhere, & you're not just anywhere you're right here, & it's right now but it's not alright, now the harmonies in & out of your throat sing through me, sting through me & i'll bleed a little bit of you
5.
forwards, forwards: third word from your mouth (you) backwards, backwards: first word from your mouth (love) forwards, forwards: second word that you said (i) forwards, forwards: fourth word from your mouth (, but...) backwards, backwards: first word from your mouth (i) forwards, forwards: third word that you said (you) backwards, backwards: second word that you said (love)
6.
a stop sign’s dented & my knuckles are bent & i don’t feel better yet, now i’m dehydrated & the window shade is shedding some light on the time i’ve wasted the sky opens up, like a broken bottle cut, it’s dripping, it’s spilling, it’s pouring, but this is not a shower, no, this is not a cleansing it’s something i’ve known all along, but i never knew i knew until now but if i’m gonna choke on anything it’s not gonna be my words & if i’m gonna die for anyone it’s gonna be for her no it’s not, but it is oh god, that’s so melodramatic & i don’t care enough to make this any less sporadic it’s something i’ve known all along, but i never knew i knew until now growing up goes faster when so little is happening & you feel so guilty for the time you’re wasting & i’m never going anywhere, so is there anywhere for me to go? now i’m switching tenses & i’m numbing my senses & these climbable fences have got me fenced in it’s something i’ve known all along, but i never knew i knew until now & it's something more than i'd like to admit
7.
there’s a noiseless shouting inside my head: an implosion of introspection, i'm following the clues that i’d left instead of the answers & the directions i’m full of disappearing: you’ll never see me again, but this is not goodbye no, it’s just the end i took away the intangible part of me & still i couldn’t feel i wish i could remember why anything mattered i wish that i could matter i wish that i was more than just matter i took away the intangible part of me & still i couldn’t feel & i am not myself how am i not my self?
8.
the secrets in the sky are in the back of my mind the sky doesn’t end, it just covers up the truth & the stars are the breadcrumbs, yeah, the stars are the breadcrumbs there’s loneliness in everything we know & that nothing stretches on so far from the stars to where we are the secrets in the sky are in the back of my mind & the stars are the breadcrumbs
9.
sewage drains are tomorrow’s babbling brooks unfiltered waste filling up lungs worn by unfiltered cigarettes & filtered regrets the sun will burn what has not yet been a clean slate over hundreds of dirtied states no longer divided, no longer resided the wind will exhale and clear the debris the water will run over what was, while making way for what may be paralyzed, love is present but not prominent; an inactive force that remains to be the dawn will break & this will be fixed the dawn will break & this will be fixed the dawn will break...
10.
falling down in october outside of the convenience store while we waited for the time to pass, & we waited, we waited, but then we could not catch up because times moves on faster than humans do & the band aid that outlined the cut on your knee, it gets thrown away, & all that’s left now are the memories of the clipper ship in the glass bottle with a message inside intended for the sea & so we walked down to the beach the cold, wet sand wedged between our toes wasn’t all we felt that morning on the coast but you threw the bottle into the ocean to break the tension & then off you ran, so I followed you what else was i ever meant to do? she's looking back over her shoulder at the blue eyed boy with a candle holder & half a mind to just kiss her on the shoulder, but he’ll wait, & he’ll wait until he catches up to her because then she'll stop & time will stop with her & god, nothing is impossible when he’s with her the clipper ship in the glass bottle with the message inside intended for the sea filling up & drowning in the water the blue eyed boy & the perfect girl filling up on dreams & drowning in years while she’s reciting poetry, from a message lost at sea

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released January 1, 2007

all words & music (written, performed, & recorded) by zach chase, copyright 2007.

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